So. Hey. It’s been a while. Yup.
You may have noticed I haven’t been around lately. The reason? I don’t know. For some reason, I just haven’t had the motivation to blog. Instead, I have been getting more and more addicted to twitter and trying out new things on the internet. And you know what? I hate it.
I feel as if doing other things on the internet is taking away my blog from me. That’s something I never want to happen. I love my blog. I have worked hard for my blog, and I hopefully always will. I’m just going through a period of my life when I get stressed and tired towards everything around me. It’s not just happening on the internet and my blog, but it is happening in real life as well. For example, I started school again after the summer holidays finished, only a week ago. I convinced myself that I would study hard every night until my exams come, in about April. I sort of have been. Let’s just say, it is a slight improvement compared to what I did last term which was basically, nothing. But I’m just kidding myself on.
Everything I’ve been doing recently, has just made me feel tired and gloomy; as if I cannot be bothered. I want to be bothered, but nothing gives me the motivation or strength to do anything. I don’t want it to continue for much longer.
As from tomorrow, the start of a new week, I just want to get back to normal and plan my life out. Or my current life anyway. I think I’m just letting the idea of study all the time and never allow yourself leisure time, sink into my brain. But, I know I can’t live life that way. I NEED leisure time. If I just study with all of my free time, then I’ll get bored of it and give up. However, it works the opposite way as well. If I have too much leisure time, then I will not feel the motivation I need to get studying. So, I may actually follow my dad’s advice, and make a schedule, plan my time out well. Don’t worry, I’m not going to put you through the boring phase of reading through my schedule. I’ll keep that painful task to myself.
I have been doing some productive things with my life at the moment however…
I’ve become more active on Twitter. I am tweeting up to 20 times a day on a weekend, and just under that on a weekday. I seem to have a love for photo tweeting as well, which I see as a good thing. I’m having the motivation to snap what is around me and post it to twitter. As well as this, I have been using hashtags more often so I can find people with similar interests and they can find me! – I’ve already picked up quite a few followers! I see Twitter as a way of having a blog but not having to write loads, which is a great way to share something that isn’t worth a blog post.
Having my brain all muddled up has also helped me have the motivation for creative writing. It has been a while since I’ve done any proper creative writing, and I simply cannot stop writing. So many ideas and plots, it’s unbelivable! I’m loving every moment of it. In fact, I am considering publishing chapter 1 (I know, a short story is turning into a book) later on today. I just forgot how fun it is to write!
So, there’s my update on life so far. I hope to be blogging more frequently as I plan my time out better. There have been so many things I have wanted to blog about but I just haven’t been bothered. That’s what I like about Twitter – posting short, snappy things that really do put your mind at rest. It’s great to see what other people tweet as well. I’m discovering more and more of the internet everyday, which is why I follow nearly all of my followers back – to see what their world is like compared to mines! So why not follow me? I’ll probably follow you back, so long as you’re human. (Sorry aliens.)
So, for now, I shall say…